Joey's Big Day

So, I've wanted to do this for awhile. I've certainly commented my fair share on other people's blogs. So, I guess I will open this little window into my world.

Joey, my almost 4 year old son, is having his tonsils and adenoids taken out first thing tomorrow morning. I am both overjoyed and terrified.

I know that getting them removed is what is best for him. But there is always that risk that something with go wrong. And I cant shake it. Every one I have talked to, reminds me that is only tonsils and it could be so much worse. Hell, I have even said those words. But, when its your kid its different.

Putting my trust into the hands of perfect strangers to care for, and make the best choices for my child, is by far, the hardest thing I have ever had to do. We are not allowed in the OR. He will have to go through the doors by himself. There will be tears and screams, and its going to break my heart. And, I am terrified.

So, why the heck am I doing it? The poor kid has huge tonsils and adenoids and has sleep apnea. A dangerous condition. By doing this "simple procedure" it will give him something he hasnt had in a long time. A GOOD NIGHT'S SLEEP. He has been grumpy, sad, and overly cranky for a while. And I'm hopeful getting this procedure done with get him back on track.

You cant help think about the What Ifs. He has asthma, and allergies. And, I keep thinking I am forgetting to tell some one something. I've disclosed all his allergies and all the meds he taking...They have asked me a zillion questions about him.

I just have to trust, and hope.